As I write these words, a weight settles in my chest, and my throat feels parched. Lately, I’ve been openly grappling with thoughts on self, work, and life. Some days, my heart swells with self-appreciation, leaving little room for external validation. Yet on others, a void opens up, questioning my purpose, my mission, my very identity. Recently, I’ve felt a sense of stagnation creeping in. It’s as though I’m gasping for air, struggling to move or even utter a sound. Though my hands are free and my limbs unbound, it feels as if my strength is being slowly drained away.
I yearn to progress, to thrive, yet something seems to hold me back. Is it the fear of failure, or the nagging doubt of being “worthy enough”?
What does one do on such days? I’ve heard assurances that they shall pass, that every end marks a new beginning, and every night yields to dawn. But what if the days remain as gloomy as the night? For so long, I’ve been the one encouraging those around me to push harder, to strive for excellence, to never relent unless they absolutely must. Yet, what has drained me of my own vigor?
I write this while awaiting clearer skies. I can no longer romanticize gloomy days and cups of coffee.
I’m confident that I’m meant for more than the ordinary, and every day, I commit myself to delivering nothing short of what I believe I can and should achieve.
दिल ना उम्मीद तो नहीं नाकाम ही तो है,
लंबी है ग़म की शाम मगर शाम ही तो है
Though I can be hard on myself, I recognize that the challenges I face are common, and solutions are within reach. Here are some strategies you may find helpful:
- Recognise and accept that it’s normal to experience fluctuations in motivation and clarity. Allow yourself to embrace both the highs and lows of your journey.
- Make time for introspection and journaling. Writing down my thoughts often brings clarity and solutions.
- Reconnect with your values and long-term goals. Clarify what truly matters to you in life and work.
- Always be your biggest cheerleader! Celebrate your progress along the way, no matter how small.
- Always reach out to friends, family or your partner for support and talk about how you feel. I feel incredibly lucky to have a supportive circle of people who genuinely believe in me and stand by my side UNCONDITIONALLY. They are my harshest critics and my strongest supporters.
- Make your physical, emotional, and mental well-being a priority. Engage in activities that rejuvenate your energy and bring you joy, whether it’s exercising, pursuing hobbies, taking long drives, or anything else that resonates with you. For me, cooking is one of those activities.
- Embrace the fact that uncertainty is a natural aspect of growth and change. Rather than waiting for absolute clarity, take action based on the information and intuition available to you in the present moment. I’m ready to finally launch the show I’ve been putting off for so long.
- In the end, remember that meaningful progress often takes time. Stay committed to your goals, even when faced with setbacks or challenges.
क्यों डरे जिंदगी में क्या होगा, कुछ न होगा तो तजुर्बा होगा